If you could describe yourself in one word, what would you pick? (as taken from Karen's blog)

I think i would choose... complicated.

That, or... stuff.


I was reading Chris's blog... and he said something about craving.

Yah, i crave. i crave things i probably shouldn't crave for. some are impossible things. some are stupid. but still, i crave. Not need, just crave. There's nothing wrong with craving, or wanting to crave.

Sometimes i crave normalcy. at least, that what i craved yesterday. well, that's what i wanted. And, ok, like that's ever gonna happen, but still, it sorta happened. i was ok after awhile.


i caught myself thinking of you. then i stopped. go me


heh, you know what's funny? I've taken Sehti's advice before. I've run. I run away from a lot of things.

Relationships. Friends. Feelings.
just to name a few.

Is there anything wrong with that?


I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe that

(lyrics taken from Sarah McLachlan's "Adia")

I was on my way to school one day, and I thought about that(/those) line(s). It really stuck out for some reason. Maybe i was having a shitty day. An "ugly" day as I like to call them (i feel as though i have many).

And I can't shake the thought of you
I should get on, forget you
But why would I want to
I know we said goodbye
Anything else would've been confused but
I wanna see you again

(lyrics taken from Dido's "Sand in my Shoes")

I think of these lyrics too... but for other reasons... i think. I like this song...